wat is hapenning??

i was on my way back to kampar today...

on the shuttle....

suddenly this feeling came...

i was sked...

my heart was beating so fast...

i dono wat hapen...

i took a few deep deep breathe....

den the feeling was gone...

but after awhile...

it was back again...

i cant really tell wats the feeling was like...

i dono wat really hapenned to me...

it wasnt the first time...

but till now i still cant find oue why....

gosh.....

staring at my tutorial questions...

wondering if the lecturer has lectured on that chap...

i don even understand wat the question was asking for...

i'm gonna go crazy sooon....

this place is draving me crazy!!!!!

to: myself..

you can do it!!! yeah!!

2009

2009.. A brand new year...
my new year resolution will be...
everyone living in a happy n peaceful world...
i can be a real grown up... having a mature brain...
do thing like an adult... act as an adult..
hope that 2009 will be a better year...

but 2009 started horribly...
many many thing happened...
and mostly are bad ones...
house mates, frens, family....
everything went wrong suddenly...
totally having no idea why everything went wrong...
its all a mess now...
don have the energy to fix them back...

its just February now... ten more months till 2009 ends...
will the whole 2009 be like this?
i really hope it wont....