still the same

till the end...
the result and the ending is still the same....

heart breaking-ly...
and i had to accept the fact...

things i've done...
noting get into u...

i've been trying hard..
trying to fit in...
trying not to force on u....
all the hardwork was just ntg but failure...

i shud have knw for a long time...
but i just can help it...


i shud forget..
but i still care...

i shud ignore...
but i still love....

i shud pay more attention to myself...
treat myself better...
but i just cant...

its jus me...
annoying myself again n again..
and all over again..

ha..
stupid rite?