今天听了蓝又时的歌
歌词中 ："要忘了你 要先忘记自己... 眼泪流尽 也只忘了自己.."

在我决定要忘了你的那一刻， 我就应该这么做了
不应该默默地等待， 默默的付出
已经知到结局会是怎样的了
就不应该傻傻的继续希望会有奇迹出现

我变了
我忘了以前的自己了
找不回原来的我
但发现我还是忘不了你

我病了
一个人不知怎么办
不想麻烦别人
只想靠自己
因为我答应过我自己
我要变的独立
要习惯一个人的生活

找不到可以依赖的肩膀
发现原来一个人 虽然有快乐， 有自由
但却也有寂寞和哀伤

因为自己懂太多了
太多人依赖着自己
肩膀都借出去了
才发现没有留一点给自己
很伟大， 却又有点笨

一个人
我必须比别人更坚强

要变得强
就得习惯一个人的生活

对你们太多失望了
一次又一次的对我承诺
却又一次一次的受伤了
被漠不关心惯了
感觉麻木了
是真是假
我都看不清了
很想再一次相信
却怕再一次受伤害
你们的肩膀
不必了

我要把借出去的都收回来
因为你们没有我
还有关心你得别人
但我
只有我自己

请原谅我的自私
请原谅我的不顾不问
请原谅我的漠不关心
请原谅我不顾一切的逃跑

无语轮次了
眼泪流了
对自己承诺了

she'd came....

i was expecting her to come on thursday..
as she'd promise...
she told me that they'll start engine at 5pm..
and the day before that, she smsed me and ask us to wait her for dinner...
and when other's didnt.... i DID....
(buddy enuf anot?)
T.T
why am i crying??
because...
she arrived around 12am....
from 5pm till 12am....
T.T
~~~~~~~~

so later........
we stayed over no brain's house...
slpt at mimi's room... kicking him out...
hahahaha.....
and king sam si at bang yung's room...
hehehehe....
gambateh to both of them!!
don give up easily if u really like it....

and we'd go sing k the next day....
huahahahahaha.....
most handsome bang yung ever~~
haha....
he'd ponteng class to go sing k with us.....

she'd come becoz we tak cukup kaki~~
hahaha...
salute to kelsey!!the drama queen~~~~~~
ms. jasmine chin
and ME!!!
hahaha....



we sang from 1pm to 6pm...
damn tired man.....

later that nite..
we went to the ikan bakar store i loved the most...
huhuhu~~~~
and brought her to the famous lake over here...
hahahahaha....
we took some picture there....

our piggie lips~~~~~

ready.. set... GO!!!!

We caught both of them.......

and they wanna hit us!!!
cruelity~~~


hahaha...
later back home...
we slpt at tommy's room again...
with jing and no brain....
wanted to king sam si..
but who knws jing came with no pillow and mattress...
and terus fall alseep..
and the no brain fellow also...
haih..
and some one stole my pillow....
guess is who leh....
oh... slping together~~~~~~
(they didnt knw i took this.. hahaha....)

we woke up 7.30 the next day to go for dimsum....
kelsey damn geng... she locked her keys in her car...
hahaha.... oni one word can give her...
YENG!!


after dim sum..
on our way home..
we bought tau fu fa on our way home...
yummy~~~~
den.. we continue sleeping..
haahahaha..
woke up purposely for the dimsum becoz of someone...

after we wake up again in the afternoon..
we went for sushi~~
waaa...

the most handsome day of mr.no brain...
(coz half of his face has been covered by the cup)
hahaha...

thanks for the pose..
haha..
(an evidence to show that jing jing really did joined us..)

ms.jasmine chin..


huhu..
they left after the sushi meal...
and luckly they reached k.l safely..
becoz mr.no brain is driving..
and we really had heart attack...
this was the first time i saw a guy...
who dare to over take a police motor..
with speed......

he really is no brain!!!!!

lucky to jas...
her "car head photo" will not be used to fast..
haha...
should i post it here?????

?
?
?
?
?
?


well...




i think i should!!
hahaha...
最高境界之
-- 苦中带笑--

hahahaha..
wont be seeing u any sooner...
so u cant kill me...
huhu~~~~~~

=love=
=frens forever=

THE 3 DAYS WITH HER....

well, actually...
i'm suppose to be having a gathering with my kmt frens at federal on SATURDAY..

but, on thursday evening, i was msn-ing with this women..
and so i was FORCED to go down k.l on friday MORNING...
well.. it was really MORNING, as i'd havnt wake up so early since dono when..
haha... we can skip the "ponteng" part... keke....

so, here it goes...
my SLEEPLESS day with her..
hahahahahaha..

--friday--

took the earliest bus from here to k.l...
and i have to take train ALONE from the ktm station to sg.long...
why i have to be ALONE... because someone promised to wait me at ktm station........
and the SOMEONE didnt show up.....this is the SOMEONE....

so i took a cab to jaya jusco cheras selatan...
while waiting for her...
i took a little tour in the new built jj...
hahaha...
so after having brunch at the hongkie restaurant
we decided to have movie instead of our fav -- cheong k...
haha...
we were wondering wether to watch THE PROPOSED or ALLIEN AT IN ATTIC..
well....
as usual....
for me....
we watched both..
hahaha....

its hard to choose sometimes..
so why not take both options...
hahaha....

after the movie...
it SHOPPING time~~
woohhooooo...
poor little SOMEONE just cant get her shoe of the day...
hahaha..
too bad for u..
and too lucky for me..
but finally.. we got something same at the end of the day..
huih~~
we went back to her place...
and had a supdiner at "station 2"
hahaha....
and i was again... being drag into her class yumcha session....
when i thought it will be our candle light dinner...
T.T
after the very tiring day....
we went back...
and when i thought i could get a nice dream...
this SOMEONE start her pinky pillow talk...
hahahahahaha....
all the P&Cs...
wooohhhoooooooo~~~~
finally, around 4am..
i manage to meet up with 周公...

--saturday--

both of us set our alarm to rang around 8am..
but i woke up at 10 something...
being poked by someone...
hahaha...
cute leh she....
(see, i say u cute leh...)
after washing up,
i packed all my bags..
as i was not planning to stay over that day..
and went for our breakfast...
we ate the famous sglong western uncle's western breakfast..
haha...
during the breakfast...
someone pursuaded me to stay over that nite again...
so...
i have to put my bags back to her place again...
(女人真善变。。）
den i went to my gathering party...
(will be posting bout it once i get all the photos)
and she went for her movie with her classmates at midvalley...
hahaha....
got back to her around 2am in the morning...
and someone said that she was hungry...
after her angel and demon debated...
demon wins..
and we went for the "chee cheong fun" which opens only after 1am...
hahaha...
after that..
i AGAIN had a sleepless nite...
P&Cs again...

--sunday--

its time to go back...
abit happy...
as i finally can get rid of this lil women..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
so we took our time as my train will be arriving at serdang station at2pm...
went for breakfast at a taiwan restaurant...
the food was nice...
and the breads were all so cute....


well..
as a known shopaholic
(and i'm so innocent)
bread can also be an item to be shopped...
hahahahaha...

and there's bang yung, tommy, jing jing, alan on the tray and kelvin behind there...

haha...
when its time to go...
we walk to the bus station..
and this someone told me that sglong got alot of cabs...
and it nearly make me missed my train..
thats the part i havent tel her yet.....
hahahaha....

buddy enuf anot?
u say one word oni..
i terus change my bus ticket n go k.l find u....


me

+

SOMEONE

=

--SUPERB BEST FRENS FOREVER--



(幕后花絮。。behind the scene..)

before i left.... she tried to kiss me
(and i knw u want to do that for a long time jor...)




so.........















i kissed her back with my piggie lips!!!
hahahaha......



=== see u later babe ===
muac...

lesson to be learnt

stupid zhan wei make me wanna write this stupid blog...
haih...
here it goes...
recently there's this issue about housemates...

no toleration, no forgiveness and no cooperation = no communication = selfishness ...

living in one roof together is not easy...
no wander ppl say..
staying with stranger is better den staying with fren..
once u stayed together...
with no toleration, no cooperation, no communication and no forgivness..
problem will start coming...
and one good relationship will start to fade...

toleration..
if there's no toleration..
how can human live peacefully with each other?
no toleration = selfish..
because u don wanna accept wan ppl are willing to share...
and u cannot accept that ppl are right and u are wrong...
u juz care about wat will hapen to u, wat u can get but not thinking on other ppl point of view..
non of us human are totally same...

cooperation..
if there's no cooperation,
why not live alone?
for example..
doing housework..
if non of the housemates wans to clean the house...
and they jus keep making it a mess...
how comfertable will the living environment be?
have u ever think of that?
u're just waiting other ppl to clean,
waiting other ppl to co the work..
u are not under children anymore...
if u don wanna do housework.. hire a maid..
ur frens are not ur maid.. and u didnt pay them to do everything...
they don have the responsibility to do it...

forgivness..
if ones heart n mind is full of revenge..
remembering ppls mistake n fault..
he'll be living in a world full with wars..
everyday thinking about how to revenge..
thinking bout how to make other ppl's life miserable...
have u ever think back that when u do those things...
there will always be someone doing ti right back at u..
"buat baik dapat baik"
if u learn to forgive, ppl will also forgive u when u did something wrong..
open ur heart n see the world..
see diff ppl...
learn n adapt diff thing..
forgivness is not about giving out something..
its about giving and gaining..
i giv ur forgivness, u gain a knowledge, u gain a friendship...


when toleration and cooperation and forgivness dosnt come..
where will there be communication??..
u living ur own life not caring bout others, others living in their own life not caring bout urs..
u hate me, i hate u..
wats the point?
no one will be talking in peace anymore...



and selfishness is one of the worst thing on earth..
selfishness cause crime, ruin every good thing that a person could have..
eg, rapist rape juz to fulfill their own sexual thingy.. they never think of how ppl feel and how ppl suffer...
rober robs juz because they wan money to live a luxury life..
have they ever think of the money that they took might juz be some ppls everything?


living together is a lesson to be learn,
learning to tolerate, forgive, giv cooperation..
and most important,
learn to communicate..

we are not going to be under our parents care anymore..
we are one more step into the big world...
we have to learn to communicate in diff ways with diff ppl...
its just now about our ownself anymore...

when there's problem..
pls raise out and find solution togehter..
not just talking bad behind others..
thing will never get better if that's so...

we wan peace, we wan love and we wan friends..
think for others..
we human shares this earth..
not just u alone living on this earth..
and it will never be just u only.....

still the same

till the end...
the result and the ending is still the same....

heart breaking-ly...
and i had to accept the fact...

things i've done...
noting get into u...

i've been trying hard..
trying to fit in...
trying not to force on u....
all the hardwork was just ntg but failure...

i shud have knw for a long time...
but i just can help it...


i shud forget..
but i still care...

i shud ignore...
but i still love....

i shud pay more attention to myself...
treat myself better...
but i just cant...

its jus me...
annoying myself again n again..
and all over again..

ha..
stupid rite?

early celebration of zhan wei's bday...

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u....
happy birthday to zhan wei....
happy birthday to u....

muac muac muac....

look at the candles...
so nice....
creative-nya~~



hahaha...
was shocked leh...
why we celeb ur bday so early...
don ask me..
i had totally no idea pun...

this was the first time...
i'd shared to buy something so big for someone during his bday...
gosh...
hahaha...
gam dong anot~~~~
kesiannya... kena force to go sit under the table....
come.. ah zhe sayang..
huhu....

*me n u*
haha~~
see ur dear me so good...
sked u hungry till die...
prepare so much food for u....
got this la... that la...

got maggi...
got koko krunch...
got condom.. (ops..)
got chocolate...
lagi got mask wei...
sked u everyday go sch with motor will get dark...
huhu....
and the most valuable gift is..
text book!!!
haih....

这种dear哪里找??
come on....

so cute... kawaii neh~~

got abit love me more anot??
i knw u love me...
haih...
wat to do..
i'm ah zhe wor...
motivation no.5..
pls make it hapen....
hehe...
^waiting^

ai ying and lao zhan

wai yu and lao zhan

yi wen n lao zhan

ching ting n lao zhan

lynne and lao zhan

aaron n lao zhan


and this is somewat i personally would like to share here...
hahaha...
aaron acting cute!!
lao zhan...
aaron wan fight waith u!!!!
kill him!!
ho yik si......

darling... u so cute....

u two go fight la...
neh neh neh bu bu~~~~
wakakakaka.....


walau~~
this is the most handsome guy i had even seen...
gosh...
fall in love dy~~~
*shy~*

hahaha... poor lao zhan kena torture during the whole session of his bday celebration...

congratulations..
and celebration....
(got one song like this de)

congrats...
getting another year older...
haha...
u shuang lor...
can get old so fast....
wakaka....

这种朋友哪里找??
你说~~你说~~~!!

oh mi god...
din notice its almost 5am in the morning!!
oh mi god~~


come.. lets go jogging den breakfast!!!
wuahahaha.....

yerrrrrrr~!

new sem... new resolution.....
i wan....

1. new watch
2. new shoeS
3.new bagS
4.new clothS
5.new purse
6.new phone..


arkhhh....
damn shopo lor me.....
how o....
yerrr
i cannot become lidat.......
CANNOT.... CANNOT.... CANNOT.......
NO~~~ NO~~~~~ NO~~~~~~~!!!