still the same

till the end...
the result and the ending is still the same....

heart breaking-ly...
and i had to accept the fact...

things i've done...
noting get into u...

i've been trying hard..
trying to fit in...
trying not to force on u....
all the hardwork was just ntg but failure...

i shud have knw for a long time...
but i just can help it...


i shud forget..
but i still care...

i shud ignore...
but i still love....

i shud pay more attention to myself...
treat myself better...
but i just cant...

its jus me...
annoying myself again n again..
and all over again..

ha..
stupid rite?

early celebration of zhan wei's bday...

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u....
happy birthday to zhan wei....
happy birthday to u....

muac muac muac....

look at the candles...
so nice....
creative-nya~~



hahaha...
was shocked leh...
why we celeb ur bday so early...
don ask me..
i had totally no idea pun...

this was the first time...
i'd shared to buy something so big for someone during his bday...
gosh...
hahaha...
gam dong anot~~~~
kesiannya... kena force to go sit under the table....
come.. ah zhe sayang..
huhu....

*me n u*
haha~~
see ur dear me so good...
sked u hungry till die...
prepare so much food for u....
got this la... that la...

got maggi...
got koko krunch...
got condom.. (ops..)
got chocolate...
lagi got mask wei...
sked u everyday go sch with motor will get dark...
huhu....
and the most valuable gift is..
text book!!!
haih....

这种dear哪里找??
come on....

so cute... kawaii neh~~

got abit love me more anot??
i knw u love me...
haih...
wat to do..
i'm ah zhe wor...
motivation no.5..
pls make it hapen....
hehe...
^waiting^

ai ying and lao zhan

wai yu and lao zhan

yi wen n lao zhan

ching ting n lao zhan

lynne and lao zhan

aaron n lao zhan


and this is somewat i personally would like to share here...
hahaha...
aaron acting cute!!
lao zhan...
aaron wan fight waith u!!!!
kill him!!
ho yik si......

darling... u so cute....

u two go fight la...
neh neh neh bu bu~~~~
wakakakaka.....


walau~~
this is the most handsome guy i had even seen...
gosh...
fall in love dy~~~
*shy~*

hahaha... poor lao zhan kena torture during the whole session of his bday celebration...

congratulations..
and celebration....
(got one song like this de)

congrats...
getting another year older...
haha...
u shuang lor...
can get old so fast....
wakaka....

这种朋友哪里找??
你说~~你说~~~!!

oh mi god...
din notice its almost 5am in the morning!!
oh mi god~~


come.. lets go jogging den breakfast!!!
wuahahaha.....

yerrrrrrr~!

new sem... new resolution.....
i wan....

1. new watch
2. new shoeS
3.new bagS
4.new clothS
5.new purse
6.new phone..


arkhhh....
damn shopo lor me.....
how o....
yerrr
i cannot become lidat.......
CANNOT.... CANNOT.... CANNOT.......
NO~~~ NO~~~~~ NO~~~~~~~!!!

31 may - 1 june

now is 4am in the morning (duh.. am of coz morning la)

and i'm still awake (again.. duh... abo who's typing this out?)
cant slp for no reason... (great... if i knw the reason i shud have fall alseep long time ago)

haih...
i'm getting nuts again....

new sem starts...
and i'm seriously not ready for it yet...
i din buy new cloths... new shoe... new pen... new stuff for my new sem....
i juz din do anything to get prepared for my new sem....

i've always get myself reaqdy with new stuff...
a symbol of getting into a new life...

gosh...
i really nid do sum shopping...

was chatting with my fren on the bed...
lying down..
chit chatting about wat to buy..
till the part..
how i will treat my future babies..
haha..
dats the cruel part and i'll skip it....

den.. when we stop....
she got into a date with grandpa chou so fast....
left me alone in the reality....
haih.....

so i decided to wake my ass up from the bed...
n watch "BONES"..
den...
i realised that i didnt post nay blog for a long time..
hahahaha...

so i decided to drop by n crap abit bout my day...
hehe....

so..
i'm back in kampar..
and i had this welcoming gift from kampar...
fever + flu + sore troat + some bruises and cuts....
how sweet it that??

wan cry dy...
ntg new to go sch..
lagi sick..
and my new hair style suck like shit....

T.T

haih.. go continue my series sin... good nite and good morning... muacc have a sweet dream have a nice day..

cute parents... cute daughter..... wakaka

my mami very bad...
say i holiday too free...
ask me go stay one nite at hospital...

haih..
and i agreed too....
hahahaha.....
can claim insurance...
stay 3 day den i can get my iphone....
waaa waaaa waaaa... who don wan stay wor....

but i was still thinking...
wanna get a iphone or cybershot...
sien...
cannot make up my mind.....

how??

my daddy is the best...
ask me why wanna stay at hospital...
he so care bout me...
muac muac muac...
love ya dad.....

anyway..
i don wan stay alone at one room...
scary...
anyone wan pui me r??
really scary leh staying alone at hospital....

contact me soon...
we go assunta stay...
hehe...
wan try every hospital in m'sia.....
wakakakaka....


ok..
i knw....
i'm out of my mind....
yes yes yes...
i knw.....

but who cares??
duh.....

19 may 2009

back at kampar today...

was tired....
the aircorn was very very VERY cold when we were on the morning train back kampar..
gosh...

my diet plan was being destroyed as i ate n ate n ate from the moment i step my feet outta the station!!!

gosh..
there's really ntg to do except eat n eat n EAT to do here.....

den..
we were butt itching....
and went to this saloon...
lalala...
did some thing to our hair of course...
huhuuuuu...

she's not a lala..... she's juz a normal ah sam!! hahaha

den at nite...
it was gai bei bday...
so we bought one cake 2 kinda celebrate it...
hahahaha......guess whos bday was it??
tommy's bday had pass...
mine is in the oct...
ah mu's in sept...

oh..
it was "gai bei's" bday!!!
wakakaka.....


well..
actually someone got butt itchy and wanna eat some cake...
i wont tell u that it was the "non-lala but ah sam de ah mu"!!
i will never say it out!!


but..
oppsss..
i think i juz did...

haha....

headache~~

came back from my QT paper....
slp...

and woke up....

with a HEADACHE!!!

omg omg...
i got less den 24 hours to finish my economics....
and i nid to get at least 66 marks to pass this "lovely lil" sub.......

arkh~~~~~~

who can help me worrrrrrrrrrrrr