ME-ME-ME

BE WHO YOU ARE

SAY WHAT YOU FEEL

THOSE WHO MIND DON'T MATTER

THOSE WHO MATTER DON'T MIND

LIVE YOU LIFE THEY WAY YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE.

NO REGRETS!



BACK IN LOVE

i'm so addicted to nail art and nail color lately...
keep changing the color or the patterns on my nails...
dat day was french with little "cow" patches...
yesterday was bloody red red red~
and today was ocean blue~
so i'm happy to announce that...
i'm back in love with nail art and colors!!!!!!
i need to restock my "warehouse"..
all the colors dried up coz i havnt used them for like few months...
oh shit! i'm gonna be so broke dis month!!

McDonalds Faimly Breakfast fiest

am blogging coz i couldnt sleep...
woke up early dis morning for my leadership midterm paper...
garrrrrrrrrr...
the paper was so easy until we couldnt even ans...
hahaha
after i fetched my fren back home...

i decided to get myself a mcd breakfast before i go oi oi~ XD

so when i was at the menu broad in the drive tru lane, i saw the family box for 2/3 PERSON looks so attempting...
so...
tada... i went and ordered that..
when i saw the price, i'd oni realize it was nt worth it as it was 22 dolar for 2 to person's portion.. but what to do... sudah lah order~

den i drove back home... and when i opened the BOX...
i was juz simply staring at it...
it has 2 burgers, 2 harsh brown, pancakes and also 1 big breakfast!!!!!!!!
how could 2 person finish all of it?!!
and the i realise, it was freaking worth it!!
juz that u cannot be able to finish them for breakfast alone!!

guess my day would be McD breakfast day.....

Hilarious Quotes.

when i was surfing the net looking for "Hillary Clinton" for my assignment...
this web popped out as one of the result.. "Hilarious Quotes"..
hahaha...
well, it did humored me as i was so so so tired reading loads of stuff about Hillary Clinton the whole nite.
here's some quotes that i'd like to share with ya all~

(1) Never argue with a fool, as others might not know the difference. (XD)

(2) There are 3 sides in every argument, ur side, my side and the Right side~ (why not the left? keke)

(3) If u cant see the bright side in ur life, polish the dull side (personally liking this one!!)

(4) When u are right, no one remembers; and when u are wrong, no one will EVER forgets it. (definitely true!!)

(5) Cheer up, and the worst is yet to come.. (damn... )

hahaha.. well.. i hope u'd enjoy them as i do~
gtg back to Hillary Clinton's life..
i'm feeling political now~~ (oh god)

23/02/2011

my feelings are so complicated right now...
don like my "yesterday"...
but since it was "yesterday", so i decided to just let it be "yesterday"..
and never "today" and "tomorrow"...

hope that i can do it~
(finger crossed~)

btw.. i'm so liking the new design provided by blogspot...
there's so many nice pictures there man~!!!
hope u guys will like my blog's latest "clothing"~

nitez~

~2011~

it's been so long since i've posted.. XD
but here am i..
squeezing my brain...
trying to write something...
ok.. so here i come...
the rabbit year... 2011... makes me 22year old tis year~!
am still single and unwanted but yet.. unavailable n enjoying single moment of herself~!! XDXDXD
bought a new pair of heel... 4 inch again...
but it was so so so a waste of money as i wore it twice and some how..
i juaz wasnt meant to wore them anymore...
they broked... and i'd thrown them away..
and..
i'm hunting down for a new bag... but yet i couldnt find somthing that i need...
so... i twisted my direction... and i'm hunting for a watch...
but it went to expensive so i gave up on that either..
so the rabbit year is the year of "itchiness" as i want ANYTHING and EVERYTHING!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxx
rabbit year is also the begining part of my life...
i'm graduating this may..
meaning that i either continues my studies...
or i shall start my new chapter of life = working~
this and that has been going on n on in my minds..
so i juz couldnt make up my minds..
my parents, relatives were so good..
they start to hunt jobs for me...
am touched to have them in my life..
so,
lifes just goes on..
even if u had no idea whats happening next..
thats what i told myself...
just LET IT BE~

well, thought its abit late..
but still...
HAPPY RABBIT YEAR~!!~you always love what u cant have.. my new love... ORIS.. haih~

一直在这世界上寻找着属于自己的位子
这么多年，这么多不同的朋友圈
我依然找不到适合自己的圈子
我一个人，
享受寂寞， 享受眼泪， 享受生日蛋糕， 享受压马路， 享受开心
看着他们开心的出游，
心里强逼自己不去问为什么我不在照片里
一直说服自己别去想必别去问
一个人也一样可以活啊
一个人也没什么不好吧？
不用再去配合别人
不用再看别人的脸色
不用听到别人的拒绝
不用再为了小事儿一个人流泪。。
就这样吧
我就是适合一个人的生活

不会再为了你而辛苦自己了~
终于做到了！！
第一步成功！！

你曾经说过,
我们会是最好的朋友。。
但是， 现在。。
我什么都感觉不到了。。。

我不会再一味的主动了。。。
太多的主动只换来一句谢谢也没有。。。


这段友谊好像只有我一个人在里面。。
是我自己和我自己的独角戏。。。
不玩了。。。

好了。。
我们就回到零点吧。。。

我累了。。

不敢打给你。。。
害怕眼泪会流下来。。。

something i saw from a forward email.. XD

虽是同样的情况，然而不同的意念，就会产生不同的态度。思想是何等奇妙的事，如何去想，决定权在你。

学会体谅他人并不困难，只要你愿意认真地站在对方的角度和立场看问题。

我们习惯以不同的标准来看人看己，以致往往是责人以严，待己以宽。

我们习惯以不同的标准来看人看己，以致往往是责人以严，待己以宽



quite meaningful rite?

we were always being blinded with out own thoughts and thinking,

have we ever feel how other people feel about somthing?

this mental models narrows down our view to this world and to the people around us.

if we could stand on other people point of view n think like them

we might learn something new and valuable

if everyone could be think like this

wat a wonderful life would it be.

recieved a very very belated birthday gift from gan gan n lyn lyn..
hahaha...
cute little small tortieses~~
kekeke...

thought till now i still dono which is male n female...
but i realize that the two of them are abit mentally ill...
one always hang on the fake grass...
i think he/she thinks that he/she is a monkey...
haha...
den the other one, thinks that he/she is ugly..
will never come out of its shell...
haha..

but they hadnt been eating since ytd...
i fed them...
but they just seems not eating..
on diet??
duih...
how r?
let them continue to starve?

my bbf said that i shud train them to be independent
(throwing them into the toilet bowl).
bath them with dove...
(i think my tortieses will live longer with me than with her..)
hahaha...
you knw who u are...

show u guys the pic next week la...
coz really too small...
sked the red light from my cam will spoil their eyes~ hahaha
thanks lo gan gan n lyn lyn...
i will bring them to sch with me!!
hahaha....

(actually i think they jealous i can pass my exams.. so wanna make me crazy n busy with the two little nuts~)

but i do love them alot...
hope they can live long life under my hands la...
pls pray hard for them....
keke...

p/s: i'm also updating my blog coz got ppl complain say i long time no upload le...
blek~

special thanks to:

huhuhu....
was celebrating my birthday since wednesday...

thanks to all my fren who celebrates with me...

and thanks for all their wishes and blessing...


here's some this and that of the birthday celebration..





wednesday..
our class had a buffet session to celebrate all the birthday king n queen during oct,nov and dec...
hahaha

5 ppl share 1 cake... with 5 big candles... T.T.. 50 years old...

present from classmates..


~~XXX~~


thursday nite...

a bunch of "wulong" frens suprised me by going into the wrong room...
hahahaha...
and i got my first hamper in my life...
and now i realizes that lao zhan's taste was extraordinary....
he is an alien!
kekeke....wai yu wants to drug me with coffee....
and they bought me spegetti without sos..
coz sos too expn, i have to buy my own..
T>T
and i have to cook n treat them eat....
pai mia~~~


~~~XXX~~~


friday afternoon...

recieved a call from the hostel management..
saying that there was a parcel for me...
kakakaka....thanks to my dear min...
loved it very very much...

recieved a present from my classmate...
mr.richard ng..
hahaha...
a very special present..

hahaha... shy leh.... (i will shy de lor~)

went back home that nite..
cousin treat makan steak...
kakaka..
abit expn...
but not me paying...
hahahahahahaha....

when the clock strikes 12...
phone was flooded with bday wish msgs from my best frens...
haha..
dude.. u win lor... ur the first...
haha...
and got two ppl call me leng lui...
totally cant fall aslp becoz of the "leng lui"..
annd someone call me beloved...
(i wont tell u guys its bang yung.. i wont!)
hahahahahahahahaha....


~~XXXX~~

saturday!

parents brought me to secret recepi..
huhuuuu...
yummy~~~~~~~
present from parents..
(secret!~ shhh~~~)

and recieved a call..
my last bday call...
from a panda fren...
dat was a nightmare call...
say my age no longer begins with 1..
blekz...
anyway...
no matter how old i am..
u are still OLDER den me..
don call me auntie..
u uncle panda!


~~~XXXXX~~~


monday...
recieved a present from my housemate.ms goh tingling...
hahaha...


and my housemates came with a bday cake...
haha...
thanks lor...

really had a very happy 2oth birthday..
many thanks to those who'd celebrate and wished me...
GAM DONG~~~~~
(trying hard to drop few fake tears... hahaha)

love u guys alot~~~
MUACCKKKSSSS.........

was checking my mails today...
and took this little test... on steamboat.... haha...
the result was bit shocking as it was really correct....
haih...
i don have my own character and charm...
so so so true....
and when i need someone...
there was never been someone there for me...
haiyo....




"Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone.

You treat every person differently.

To look at the bright side, you adapt easily.

But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm.

On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around.

You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more."

COUNT DOWN

33 more days...

and the biggest event of the year will be coming...
wooo hoooooo....
31 october 1989...
the cutest gurl has been born...


and she was many many peoples good fren and also best fren....
and she had brought alots of fun... laughter....
she is cute... adorable... charming... caring... loving... and i dono how to describe anymore...

and on her xx birthday....
she had wished.....
to get a...
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(1) TOTE...
(2) retro style 4inch high heels....
(3) watch~~

haha...
that was wat i'd dream about.....
so those who loved me....
u knw wat to do...
seee... u so "seng muk" write bright bright here
so that u guys don nidda guess...
huhuuu....
so one month notice have been given...
hurry up.....
huhuu...

(i guess after they saw this... i don think i will have any frens anymore... kaka)




the most thing i would like to have is...
nothing but a --
hug

and lots and lots of blessings and kisses... huhu...

cant wait to see wait i will get.....
i LOVE LOVE LOVEDDDD u guys so so SO much!!


XDXD

its over!!

finally its over...
5 subjects...
with less than 30% attendency..
wow...
i just couldnt believe it....
have been packing back home for 4 hours....
cant wait to go home tmr....

since study week..
i've been worrying about my exams...
during exams...
i've been worrying that i might forgot what i've memorised...
after exam...
i worry about my results for a few seconds...
and then...
i start worrying about how am i going to spend my holidays...
god...
this was really torturing me....
my best pinky frens asked me to visit her at jb...

huhu...
but i dono if my mum would let me go...
according to my dad..
jb is not a very safe place...
many many dangerous people...
and i wonder if my fren is one of them...

hahaha....

you just doesnt seems to knw...

i still feel the pain...
when i thought it had gone long time ago....


when i thought everything is back to normal...
i felt it again...

今天听了蓝又时的歌
歌词中 ："要忘了你 要先忘记自己... 眼泪流尽 也只忘了自己.."

在我决定要忘了你的那一刻， 我就应该这么做了
不应该默默地等待， 默默的付出
已经知到结局会是怎样的了
就不应该傻傻的继续希望会有奇迹出现

我变了
我忘了以前的自己了
找不回原来的我
但发现我还是忘不了你

我病了
一个人不知怎么办
不想麻烦别人
只想靠自己
因为我答应过我自己
我要变的独立
要习惯一个人的生活

找不到可以依赖的肩膀
发现原来一个人 虽然有快乐， 有自由
但却也有寂寞和哀伤

因为自己懂太多了
太多人依赖着自己
肩膀都借出去了
才发现没有留一点给自己
很伟大， 却又有点笨

一个人
我必须比别人更坚强

要变得强
就得习惯一个人的生活

对你们太多失望了
一次又一次的对我承诺
却又一次一次的受伤了
被漠不关心惯了
感觉麻木了
是真是假
我都看不清了
很想再一次相信
却怕再一次受伤害
你们的肩膀
不必了

我要把借出去的都收回来
因为你们没有我
还有关心你得别人
但我
只有我自己

请原谅我的自私
请原谅我的不顾不问
请原谅我的漠不关心
请原谅我不顾一切的逃跑

无语轮次了
眼泪流了
对自己承诺了

she'd came....

i was expecting her to come on thursday..
as she'd promise...
she told me that they'll start engine at 5pm..
and the day before that, she smsed me and ask us to wait her for dinner...
and when other's didnt.... i DID....
(buddy enuf anot?)
T.T
why am i crying??
because...
she arrived around 12am....
from 5pm till 12am....
T.T
~~~~~~~~

so later........
we stayed over no brain's house...
slpt at mimi's room... kicking him out...
hahahaha.....
and king sam si at bang yung's room...
hehehehe....
gambateh to both of them!!
don give up easily if u really like it....

and we'd go sing k the next day....
huahahahahaha.....
most handsome bang yung ever~~
haha....
he'd ponteng class to go sing k with us.....

she'd come becoz we tak cukup kaki~~
hahaha...
salute to kelsey!!the drama queen~~~~~~
ms. jasmine chin
and ME!!!
hahaha....



we sang from 1pm to 6pm...
damn tired man.....

later that nite..
we went to the ikan bakar store i loved the most...
huhuhu~~~~
and brought her to the famous lake over here...
hahahahaha....
we took some picture there....

our piggie lips~~~~~

ready.. set... GO!!!!

We caught both of them.......

and they wanna hit us!!!
cruelity~~~


hahaha...
later back home...
we slpt at tommy's room again...
with jing and no brain....
wanted to king sam si..
but who knws jing came with no pillow and mattress...
and terus fall alseep..
and the no brain fellow also...
haih..
and some one stole my pillow....
guess is who leh....
oh... slping together~~~~~~
(they didnt knw i took this.. hahaha....)

we woke up 7.30 the next day to go for dimsum....
kelsey damn geng... she locked her keys in her car...
hahaha.... oni one word can give her...
YENG!!


after dim sum..
on our way home..
we bought tau fu fa on our way home...
yummy~~~~
den.. we continue sleeping..
haahahaha..
woke up purposely for the dimsum becoz of someone...

after we wake up again in the afternoon..
we went for sushi~~
waaa...

the most handsome day of mr.no brain...
(coz half of his face has been covered by the cup)
hahaha...

thanks for the pose..
haha..
(an evidence to show that jing jing really did joined us..)

ms.jasmine chin..


huhu..
they left after the sushi meal...
and luckly they reached k.l safely..
becoz mr.no brain is driving..
and we really had heart attack...
this was the first time i saw a guy...
who dare to over take a police motor..
with speed......

he really is no brain!!!!!

lucky to jas...
her "car head photo" will not be used to fast..
haha...
should i post it here?????

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well...




i think i should!!
hahaha...
最高境界之
-- 苦中带笑--

hahahaha..
wont be seeing u any sooner...
so u cant kill me...
huhu~~~~~~

=love=
=frens forever=